Guide me right

Visiting my TEACHER yesterday.
Sitting in front of him and start to tell.
'I don't know what is happening to me,i found that i feel so strange to myself.This is not the one that i had know before.Yea..i'm the one who is easily affected by surrounding.But i wanna be the good ones....
I just realize,i'm not a girl anymore,i'm growing,and so do them,they are growing older.....Birth#Old#Sick#Die,if you realize,it was actually a cycle that everyone of us will get through it,appreciate life,live healthy and happily.
I have got too many things want to do but i do not have got the courage to do so.
I'm now facing lotssa trouble,test but i dunno is that i have got the ability co overcome all of them one by one.
I know what i can do is only try my best,i'm now trying.
Teacher,if can,please do watch me out,have a look on me when you are free okay?Amitabha'

25042012

It will only take 6 months time.Try your best to get through it....
Sometimes,you stop yourself down doesn't means that you are giving up but you are actually giving yourself a rest to continue the path or to start a new path.
Let her get a good good care,and you served her the best ones.
After 6 months,everything will be wonderful like before again.

Hwaiting!

'Find out what you love and try your best to get close to it!'
Hwaiting!

By the way,i just found a way to make myself feeling energetic during every morning when i'm going to work.I used 5 min time to matched out what should i wear during that day!arhahahhaa....
But now...sad case!Our industry new uniform is arrived.Heard from colleagues,it's colour is exactly same like fireflyz@_@
BRIGHT ORANGE COLOUR!
#CUTTING PHAILED
#DESIGN PHAILED
#COLOUR MATCHING PHAILED
OMG!And we have to wear it everyday..T_T
OH NO~~~~~~~~~~~
You have just cut off one of my motivation of going to work happily everyday....
A deep.long.sighhhhhhh
I missed Jefferson so much......
wuwuwuwu.......
Ok!Done !Going to work with a good good mood again tomorrow!

Dear Eugenic,

I keep you as my buddy cause i'm telling you everything that i'm thinking,happening and planning.
Owhh~~~Love you so much weyy!You was my best listener and the best diary i ever had!
Muackssssss!




wuwuwuwu....i want to watch this movie......

If you break up with she/he is because of
#Too understand each others
#Days was going through very ordinary
Hey!Don't break up!You two should married!

Appetite is back

Hey!Noticed or not?
Food pictures is here again~~
I got my appetite back and i can eat loadssssss NOW!
hahahahhaha~~~
I don't actually noticed this till i found out that i used to finished my lunch(normally i can't finished it=.=),after dinner,i will craving for supper almost every night!Gosh!!!
Well,i just keep telling myself''Don't think that you CAN'T!Think that you CAN!'
It was really very suffer for a food lover like me facing this problem---can't eat much.

I'm starting to invite my food lover friends out for meal start from now!
Whoaaaa~~~~i'm satisfied!
Well....sad things...all of them was lazy than pig.Sleep after 12am and won't awake before 12pm.
I'm damn hungry weyy!!!
Luckily...he was the early bird,always!hahax...From secondary school till now i think..izzit??
Yam rice would be our lunch.

Meet his secondary buddy surprisingly!We thought he won't be there anymore cause he is working as a graphic designer now if we are not mistaken.Surprisingly,he work as a part time staff there.
His funny speaking style and the way he behave DID NOT CHANGED AT ALL,SAME LIKE BEFORE!=.=
hahaha....

'can i have a bowl of sour taste pork leg?'
'We don't have sour taste ones,we only have got soya sauce taste'
'Errr..don't want already then..'
'Haiyah~~~same one lah~~same taste~~same delicious ones lahh~~'
'@_@ LMAO!Like this also can ar huh??Ok...give us 1 then...'
lol......he was freaking funny!hahahax..

Pork leg.I love it's texture,soft soft,yummy!

Yam rice

And a bowl of soup.

Gosh!Sooo delicious!I want to take one more bowl of rice but then i give up at the end...Cause i want to save some place to load laksa!

Slurrpppp!!!
Stay tuned!More and more foods will be coming soon!
By the way,i wasn't to calling myself back!
Weyy!!You!!You are now doesn't looks like yourself at all!
So do the way you thinks!What are you doing weyy!!
Come back faster!

19042012

Loving today weather,i'm feeling comfortable:-D
I'm not that greedy,just make the weather like today for 2 days within every week please...

There are plenty of question ,that i choose not to giving an answer on it
Because the the person who ask the question,they wouldn't understand my answer,i dislike this.
There are loads of story,that i choose not to tell
Because you may not a good listener,and u may not interested on my story,i dislike this.
I know,i'm weird.

What i ate when i'm emo??
Dessert it is!
Went to TONG PAK FU again.....
A bit too sweet for me...

Believe me,this was a co-incident ...there are four of us that day,and 3 of us order mango flavor dessert without discussing...
hahax...

He is letting me driving his car...and they all want me to drive,seems that my skills was...ahem!
'Weyy,,i feel like wan to have a cup of pearl milk tea...'
'lol...just go for it lah then...'
'ok!!Err..but then.....i don't know how to parking at that area...'
'LEARN LAH DUH!"3 OF THEM REPLIED ME THIS AT THE SAME TIMING.
this is what i used to said always'BUDDY,TRUE FRIEND'
Whatever that is,when i said i don't know,this was the only answer thay gave me..
LEARN!

16042012

Lol...i think my emotion is all written on my face.

Give me a mirror then i will know what i feel at the moment.

I love to be the happy one and i love to be the one who will brings happiness to the people around.

It was a truth,look at the mirror and you will found it.

That is,when you are happy,you looks really very beautiful even thought you didn't wear any make up,

              when you are sad,you looks upset,yes!You does!And lilttle bit...ugly......

I'm trying hard to control my emotion,be the happy ones. ^.^

She was asking me'what you want me to draw for you?'

"Errr...can you draw me a giraffe?'

Lol...cause i love giraffe wert....

'Err.....'

"Is okay..Draw for me a butterfly then...'

I saw she have got a sample drawing of a butterfly on her table...

   

This is pretty weyy....

If you draw for me a giraffe....i swear i will definitely won't wash my hand for at least 3 days..hiak hiak hiak........

This sentences keep came across my mind 'What you want me to do?I'm just 21st years old!!!!!"

 when people said this to me

"You should xxxxxxxxxxxxxx....."

Endless 'you should'

But i used to thinks,is that AGE was a method for us to judging a person ability,maturity,responsibility,etc?

If i keep saying'So what you want me to do?I'm just 21st years old!',

then what should i really do?Seems that i'm 21st years old?

Is that i can just doing the things that 21st people will do ones?What is the things then?

Why don't try to be more than that?Did somethings that is more than 21st ones.

It was kinda confusing sometimes..But just used to thinks......

Don't let your age be your barrier.

Loving day out

Since when??
I'm totally have got no idea of it...I love to used pictures record down my daily routine.

Sometimes,words may not help us to describe how we spend our day and picture will help
words to describe it.

Was so sorry that most of my picture is all related to food.Ha~~~

Yes!She is back!This times she is back for a few days,holiday mood is on.Ha~~

She is another food lover,brings us around and craving for delicious food that she used to know.

In the early morning,we went to Mengkuang jogging first.

After that,we heading to 7 village kuew teow soup.Slurppp~~yummy breakfast!

Take some rest first,then only we craving for this at Jawi there^^

When the night is coming,we went to Bubble Gourt having our frozen yogurt.

Owhh!Love their original flvor yogurt so muchie....

BY THE SEA CAFE -沿海地帶

This cafe is freaking awesome man!You should check this out^_<
They served dessert,they sell girls accessories and they provide a nice environment for you to enjoy yourself with your buddy!

They are BY THE SEA CAFE-------沿海地帶

The photo on every menu cover t is different ones.I get Paris tower.

This place was really impressed me loads....I do love this place so much.
Ginny,
Hey,hahahax...i'm stealing this photo from your there...hahahax....

And....a funny situation was happen,i feel the floor was like shaking,i stone for a few second and then i start thinking'what happen huh??The floor shaking??Am i dreaming??'And then this word came across my mind-----EARTHQUAKE weyy!!!
But my buddies thought it was an effect that the owner set it up to let their customer feel the wave effect....i was like ...stone again...what???
When we are discussing this,the staff there send our drinks come ,and we catch up the chance to ask him the "shaking floor"
"Your floor is shaking!"
"Huh??No...where got??'
we all stunned...and shock!
'My god!Can't you feel the floor is shaking??'
He try to feel it...after a few seconds..
'Oh!It does!But why?'
"Is EARTHQUAKE weyy!!!!!!'
'Is that we all should run out from here ASAP????'
Thinking.....someone was really steady enough!Act like nothing happening cause she tell me'hey,i go there order some dessert 1st"
???
one word for you,"STEADY!!!!"

Even the umbrella is shaking too...She still have got the mood to order dessert...=.=speechless...

Lemon water with mint,this is free of charge

Lemongrass Lychee
RM7.90

Chocolate Drinks
RM5.90

Ice Lemon Tea
RM6.90

Cappucino
RM7.90

Strawberry Toast
RM6.90
This is a MUST to try!So niceeeee

Tiramisu
And so do this!I love it texture,very soft!

Hey,great job you have did!
Oh ya..this cafe is located at RAJA UDA there,at JALAN ONG YIK HOW.

10042012

Having this ramen at Goku Raku Ramen in Gurney Paragon,so niceee weyy...

This was the one that i'm looking of....Owhhh......heart it!

*Please add some chili powder onto your ramen,it would be superb delicious!

Owhhh.....

Wuwuwuwu..i want to have it again......weyy..when is our next time huh??

05042012

1,2,3,.....,45,46,47,48,49.....
I'm counting the movie tickets that i'd collected.1 more movie tickets then it will become 50 d!Yayy.....
I love this April so much!Cause this month have got so many type of great movie to be showing!
Too bad i'm unable to watch all of them.Aiksss.......
Promised myself,i will improved my driving skills!!!!

T_T,i'm getting sick again...wait~wait~i have got taking good care on myself,i'm sick not because of my careless,i'm getting infected by virus again=.=

hmm....FINALLY...i'm started getting bored d.....i mean the offce job i get.There are too much times for me...After came back from work,other than reading,playing guitar,blogging and hang out with friends sometimes,i'm really free....lol....I think i should find a part time job to fill it up.

Gonna stop here,going to take my good rest.

01042012

Someone said that i'm hiding my real personality sometimes.Lol.....i would like to give a big XX for this comment.Someone may misunderstand me deeply due to the lack of understanding between each others.

At first,i won't hiding my real personality or i should say it like this,'i don't have any real personality because i have got only  ONE personality.'

Err...let me explain like this K?

If you were my new friend and the way you treat me was really polite,ofcuz i won't being rude to you right or not???

I will only teasing my buddy!arhahahhahaha....i'm that bad,bullying my buddy by the way so do my buddy do this to me too...We are teasing each others in a good way,hahahahax....that's how we interact....

One more things is,ofcuz i have got my own temper and you don't ever challenge my temper.I do really hates to scold people or shout at people cause i think this was really rude.We does looks really ugly enough when we scold someone and i won't make myself  looking ugly in this way=.=,it was too UGLY for me.

I love to making fun.Cuz i love to see those people around me is smiling.And i wish that i could brings happiness to the people around me.So,when i'm sad,i don't tell it to anyone,i express my sadness in blogspot and i won't share it out.Why should i share it out?It may affect others people mood......I feel that was enough and i'm okay when i blog about my sadness here,just like i have already told someone about it.And i'm a happy girl again after that.hah...

I won't ask you to tell me everything about you,your problem lah....your past lah...and blah blah blah if you don't want to do so.Cause i do understand the feelings.I hates to forcing people doing somethings that will make them unhappy but then i'm the happy ones.Too bad!And,if you had make me feel like you was a trustable person,i will tell you everything if i want to but promised that you won't spread it out.We may not have a chance to talk anymore once you do that to me,i mean u did not help me to keep it and you just spread it out.If i don't want to tell,i will just keep my mouth shut.Trust me,you will definitely have got no idea how to make me tell you those stuff that i want to keep it.

I had keep upgrading myself.I'm working hard to throw away my bad habit cause i want to become a better person.I'm trying hard to build up a better management in my mind to become a person who is more matured in the way to fixed problem and calm under pressure,rational in the way to think and make decision.We need to change ourself to become a better person,if we don't,we will either stay and remain at the same position or maybe is moving backward.

I'm kinda weird sometimes just because of i'm still in the process of upgrading myself.I'm struggle against the bad ones of me.


Is sharing time again....hahax..
i was falling love in this song deeply recently....